time passed..I`ve changed..

These days..I thought a lot. Before this..I`m still a immature girl..I thought that what I think is right.Yet, sometimes it ll bring troubles to the others . But now, I`m always think and think before talking to the others. Y? I scare they ll get hurt of what I have said. Maybe, I would just get hurted by the others before. Furthermore, I did something really wrong .I know the feeling of making trouble to the others . So now, time have passed.. it gives me lot of thoughts . Maybe, time really can change a person..And now,I`m mature than before..

feeling dying..

Trial will be arrived soon, I`m still haven`t finish studying.. left 2 subjects ..It`s too late to study .. left 3 days..Yet ,I`m still online and did not care much about the trial. Trial is really important for me , I want to score As in the exam . I aim As . But I think it`s really hard to achieve my goals . I need to put more effort on my weak subjects .. But the problem is I get bored when I study the boring subjects n fell asleep while I`m studying.. I`m feeling dying..=(

Trial..

trial is coming soon.. Yet, i still haven`t start to study.. I don`t have the mood to study.. I don`t know why I have no mood to study .. haiz.. don`t know how to cope the exam le.. worrying.. I scare i cant score high marks in the exam.. n my tuition.. only left this month.. After this month, I can`t ask them questions anymore if I cant solve it..sad..

exam is coming..

Exam is coming.. yet, i still work on the subjects i like only.. I never touch sej, bio, and so on subjects.. How i go for the exam..? I don`t know. I`m feeling down.
Maybe I should have study the subjects i dislike. I force myself to study the subjects.. however, I failed to do so..
So , is there anyone can make me study? No.
And someone, every time i online.. he will nagging there . He looks down me.
When I study , he thought i playing in the room. I`m mad . Every time I play computer, he will come and peek what I do and type.. I get annoyed .
Exam is coming, i hope i can be lucky... wont fail in the exam..

tutor no come.. sienzz

today actually wanted to ask my tutor abt the physics question how to solve 1.. how come, he sick, absent for the class =(
make me wait 1 hr for the chemis class.. if i know earlier , then i will bring my add maths book to do revision.. ><"

Boring...

I`m so happy that this few weeks i already revised physics, add maths n maths .But , there are many subjects still waiting for me to study..It`s about 8 subjects. Most of the subjects need to memorize the facts .It`s really bored . Chemistry , it`s ok for me. It is only a few to memorize and needed to understand it . Biology? Sejarah ? It`s going to make me crazy !! But, to get good result, i have to finish whole form 4 chapters before the exam . I wondering why the education system in my country is so lousy , why cant just let us study the important subjects but needed to study such a lame subject like sejarah. Sejarah and moral , they cant help us when we want to get into uni either working . It`s getting bored to memorize lame subjects !!!!!!!

yeah yeah !! happy !!

ohoho!! today finally revise chemistry!! not add maths anymore!! today i have revised chemistry for 1 hrs ++ ~~ got a feeling of going to success today!! ^~^

caN`t solve it ><"

I do the question from last sunday 4/4/2010 .. that time,i cant solve the add maths question.. nvm..i got confident that i could solve it.. until tuesday...i use for 1 hr to solve it.. i failed to solve it....nvm !!! i try harder to solve it on thursday night for 1 hr again.. still didn`t get the solution -.-
OMG !! this is the 1st time i feel so failure !!!!! arhhhh!!!!!

My exam... T.T

Today, i have a test for chemistry n physics.. physics... i know to do only for the chapter my tutor taught me.. chemistry.. it`s damn hard . It have the question for form 4 last chapter.. i cant memorise it.. many of questions i dunno to do... T.T

Nagging me to study again ...

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When i playing computer for only almost 1 hr..my father called me to study again.. Always only know to call me study n get a very good result in the exam, didnt know that it`s very streesed!! Keep studying by no relaxing is more stressed!! And when i have mood to study, he will spoil it!! When i`m studying.. he will never say that i`m study and say i olny know to play computer n watch tv.. Moody to study anymore that day!! WTH!!!

Go foR dinner~ ^^

Yesterday feel so excited ~ because can wear my new skirt xD
The skirt so nice.. n the dinner`s dishes is all delicious o~ yumm..yummy~ ^o^
But.. after cny.. gonna fat 3kg le a.. T.T

want take revenge on me.. how come..

When tuesday..23/2/10..
At the tuition center .. when my tutor is chatting with a boy.. i interrupt n asked my tutor how to do the question. My tutor stop chatting with the boy n start to do the question. After few mins , my tutor done it n taught me how to do it. I finally knew how to do that question. The boy, wanted to play me. He got a chocolate from the counter n asked me want it or not . I said dont want by seeing at him at the way a bit smile n fierce . He said, if the tutoe or other leng zai give u , u sure take it la~
Then he laugh -.-" he played me cos i interrupt when he chatting with tutor. Haha!
After that , i glared at him n show the face i dun want to argue with him.
How come, on thursday , after i finish my tuition class, he throw a paper aeroplane to me.. but he threw to my friend ..LOL
Then he came to me n said that the aeroplane is aim me.. n he wanted to complain to my friend that I interrupt when he`s chatting with the tutor. But , I saw at him when he said it. So, he only say half.. then stopped. My friend n I walked to downstair n laughed. It`s quite funny.. because he seems like dare not offended me when i show an face that not satisfy him~ haha!~